Uncomfortable

Fear. Trepidation. Anxiety.
Oh, wouldn't it be easier
to play stupid computer games
or even to clean the house
and make hubby happy!
But I'm sitting here waiting
for the computer to reboot
so I can walk a tightrope
suspended way over
my comfort zone. And it says
"Cannot load iCloud preference pane."
How the heck am I to know
more than the machine?
Nerves. Irritation. Pique.
I'm sixty-eight. Retired.
So why are there thirteen programs
open on my computer?
Fear. Trepidation. Anxiety.
I've got miles to go before I sleep...
not just tonight. Things to accomplish.
Service to give. And a power
greater by far than I
ready to take me by the hand
and show me his will for me
today.