I am a sugar addict
and compulsive overeater,
recovering. I say "recovering"
and compulsive overeater,
recovering. I say "recovering"
with compulsive overeater
but not with sugar addict.
Why? Because like an alcoholic
who takes that first drink
I fall back into the pit
with a dab of sugar.
Oh, I can mask it for a day or two
but it's there. And absent
the daily maintenance
of a proper spiritual condition
I'm off and running,
under its control.
So, why recovering?
Because I've got some days
since that last compulsive bite,
that last sugar, and I am.
Recovering, that is.
I would like to say
like those alcoholics in 1939
that I am of "more than
one hundred men and women
who have recovered
from a seemingly hopeless state
of mind and body.
To show other alcoholics
precisely how we have recovered
but not with sugar addict.
Why? Because like an alcoholic
who takes that first drink
I fall back into the pit
with a dab of sugar.
Oh, I can mask it for a day or two
but it's there. And absent
the daily maintenance
of a proper spiritual condition
I'm off and running,
under its control.
So, why recovering?
Because I've got some days
since that last compulsive bite,
that last sugar, and I am.
Recovering, that is.
I would like to say
like those alcoholics in 1939
that I am of "more than
one hundred men and women
who have recovered
from a seemingly hopeless state
of mind and body.
To show other alcoholics
precisely how we have recovered
is the main purpose of this book."
Maybe I'll get there someday,
but today I can only say,
but I can say,
"I am a recovering compulsive overeater."
Maybe I'll get there someday,
but today I can only say,
but I can say,
"I am a recovering compulsive overeater."
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