All About Me

I’m right where I’m supposed to be learning what I need to learn about me. ~ Jhe T

Of course it's all about me.
I've known that forever!
I am the center of the universe,
and when I get the perfection perfected,
all will be well and the world will thrive.

I'm nothing. I'm powerless, hopeless,
living a meaningless life, the scum of earth.
Nobody loves me, and it's obvious why,
since I'm not lovable, just a worthless,
nonredeemable, desperate addict.

What others think of me is none of my business.
What I think others need is none of my business.
I'm not in charge, but I'm not a puppet.
I surrender – and that differs from being comatose.
There is a Power greater than me, able, capable,
caring, loving, merciful, and to that Power
I matter. I'm right where I need to be,
learning what I need to learn
about me.