Willpower

Illusive all my life,
they speak of it,
urge it on me,
disdain my lack of it,
hound me to find it,
beg me to get some.
The puzzle is how!
I tried and tried
but getting all the colors
on the same sides
of the Rubik's cube
is easier (not counting
taking off all the stickers,
reapplying them.)
No the answer is
to admit I can't get it
and ask for someone else
to take over.