I Gave Up Knowing

I gave up having to know when OA showed me a better way to live. ~ For Today (Kindle Locations 1938-1939)

When I'm in charge of the world,
I must plan, order, structure... know!
for the world revolves around me,
depends on my insight and guidance.
Certainly I can never relax, have no one
to help, to guide, to counsel on the course.
When I admit the awful secret, >
acknowledge failure at times to have answers...
When I divulge my overwhelming ignorance
then I can do what I can, find solace and companionship,
set down the world from my shoulders
and find peace, hope, a world worth living in.