Doubting Doubts

And I doubt my doubts. ~ Courage to Change, page 133.

Everybody else seems able to do this but I can't.
I never will. That's most certainly true
if I never try. If I stay in my stinking thinking
I get a stinking life, and nothing better,
for I have no hold, no hand out to accept,
the good that's offered. My doubts abound.
But not until I doubt the doubts,
not until I listen to the program,
read the literature, hear the shares,
not until I act like I might bypass the doubts
will I ever have the sense
to accept what's offered freely.